Laura..I'm praying that you will rearrange your thinking back to one that keeps you healthy!!!
Praying that you remember that the Lord doesn't ask us to do things that aren't possible.. He is in you... and for Him.. losing this weight isn't hard.. it's easy!!! Let HIM live through you, and remember Him with every bite you put in your mouth! Is it honoring him? Is it what He would choose to eat to satisfy your physical and emotional needs? Remember that He is with you, no matter what you choose to eat.. and he is loving you no matter what you choose to eat... and He is ready to help you make better choices... right now!!!All you have to do is present your body to Him...as an instrument for Him to play... and he will change your heart and help you follow through with His plan for you to have a healthy, fit and trim Temple for Him!!!