I just wanted to encourage anyone else who is having trouble with the mental transition from KK in any form to please read this book. I found it at my library. It explains why you need the fat in your diet and the chemistry behind it in REALLY easy terms. I found this book very reassuring and re-affirming. Since I hadn't been LCing for a couple of years, I didn't know about this book or about Bowden. I am very impressed with what I've read so far. (I have studied nutrition as part of a natural health course I'm taking and I was happy to see Bowden lean on some of the experts I've come to trust, like Mary Enig. All that study and I still fell prey to the lure of Kimorexia.
I have been struggling to overcome my fear of fat and have been a little panicked that I was either going to hit the plateau from Heck or gain. Well, I've lost another pound in the past 2 days, so no stall. I still find myself balking at eating beef, and I still use Walden Farms dressing, but I'm pouring some high quality olive oil on my salads, using cream in my coffee, plus adding ground flax seeds, and enjoying a bowl of yogurt every night, real, whole milk yogurt, sweetened with vanilla stevia and doctored with some high quality powdered probiotics. Yuuuuuummmmm.
And if I play my cards right, my hair will stop falling out.